" The thing is though, every time i think I’m just going to give up- that i can’t possibly do it, that I’m just going to curl up alone somewhere and waste away, well, i always keep trying. i mean for some reason i manage to make it through another day, and then another day after that. I’m not sure what there is inside me that enables me to keep pushing my boulder up the mountain. I guess I’ve managed to retain the tiniest bit of hope that this time, this time i can climb a little higher, and a little higher still. This time i won’t fall back, or tumble down as far. There is a will to live in me that, though weak at times, propels me forward. "
"Tweak" A memoir written by Nic Sheff (via mylifeisderpp)